guide for when everything feels like ⊙ C H A O S ⊙
again
I know what you feel
I've been there with you, remember?
You feel confusion, doubt, not knowing what to do, what decision to make
All that you’ve already done feels pointless
Staying in the present impossible
And moving forward overwhelming
The dread of the human condition got to you
Infused your heart with the cynical “i’m gonna die anyway, what’s the point?”
S T O P
I'm here to remind you
You just tapped into the field where everything is possible
BUT you dragged with you some shady characters
Overthinking, Catastrophizing , Disbelief, Scarcity
They tinted your lense
Remember making a decision takes a split second
Remember there is no direct correlation between how much you think about it vs the result of it
And i know, suddenly you think there’s 1 million data points you need to consider and analyze and when and what and omg omg…
You feel like this dreadful journey will never end
Every day is just bleak
You trapped in confusion
S T O P
You already know why it’s happening, right?
You don’t know what YOU need
You’re desperately hoping something outside will tell you
That someone will have your answer
You just need to keep on searching for them
But would you actually even like that?
Someone deciding for you?
I’m guessing not
You’re mind just entered the lazy age
Where it just cant be bothered with actually doing the work
So it will put up shit like this to avoid the true excavation that’s needed
Journey to the center of ⊙ S E L F ⊙
But I get it, you drifted away from your core
And suddenly shore is impossible to see
But remember, the map is not out there
The map IS you!
No matter how far away you detoured you know your way to the shore
And I know, it feels like a never ending journey
The sweet paradise island feels soo far away
That you start to question if it ever existed
S T O P
This is just a deception
It’s closer than you think
The key is to just put the sails up
And start heading there
Remember baby
When confusion arises
Ground and come back to yourself
It’s not the time to be on a quest for answers OUT THERE
It’s time to go WITHIN
To ask - What do I need? Right now?
Not what I might need or not in a week or a month or a year
It’s time to ask in this very moment, in this NOW - what is it that I need?
That’s your only task
When you do it that’s when the wind picks up
And by no-time you’re living your island life again
You’ve got this baby <3